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I've Been Rejected

  I shoot my shot and I miss But I keep movin along Since that's all there is My normalcy transpires,  Fallacies and fires Never thought to inquire Where, in the world, my soul is. Its about time I reconcile The burning flesh that I devour Cannibalism, self sexualization, Disgust for my own admiration God I can't take it anymore! Please come knocking at my door. God run through my aches and pains. My feet are sore, my hair is ripped apart, I cant even begin to start  Where love is. Where love is. Sense my soul, Someone, please hold, I tell you one last thing I bought her a ring And yet she rejected My soul was ejected Crushed and eclectic I was rejected I was rejected. Please let me live, Please let me live.

Life.

We lived by the beaches, Quicksand in our reaches, Filled our life with leeches Before. Our lives need discussion, Fearless repercussion, Devoid of concussion Some more. Belief of what we had, Dissuaded us a tad, The feeling to be mad Was core. Forego our sanity, The room's profanity, A lost humanity Endure.

Her.

Before the day had dawned On this Earth an angel spawned I stood before her beaming light My mind in wonder of her sight My past gleaned at the behest of others The midnight had drawn livid mothers Myself moved unborn No one before to adorn Only to her I confide Everything else kept inside Discovery lead to betrayal Bright color turned to pale My corpse lay in ash Ideal and reality clash She saw no problem Her quest began autumn Her presence gave hope And filled the spot of rope Her gleaming smile shine I prayed she stay mine But loyalty have no reward Even perfection submit to the sword The population will say I'm dumb I will prevent that day to come The thought bring fervent anguish But ignoring reality I languish This time I must savor Happiness without her waiver

Presence.

You leave the cinema with an alligator learning of presence. Your life lie in his mind, his hands. Undisturbed, the life you wished, vanishing without sight.  Mother spoke you into a lonely frenzy. Plea with the law of ineptitude, foresaw you guilty. Your blast of plastic emotion frostbit the last of every souls perception. Perfection was admitted as repentance. Laughing off the sentence was believed to allow your individuality. Plastered all throughout the tunnels of your choice was the image displaying all evil. Breathtaking views of oily machines sent shivers up the spine you forced. Reality played your vindictive thoughts. You released the handle's lever.

My Guide for Curing Depression

Ever since I was young, there had been a sense of wrongness built in me. A sadness, an anxious feeling. A rise and fall from the heights of power. The energy of happiness was ever so fleeting. I didn't want these feelings to define me. I wanted them to go away. I ignored them, focused on other things, let my mind wander. I felt a sense of superiority. None of it showed me the truth. None of it made me stronger. These "cures" made it worse. As I had grown into my teen years, I had taken my sense of angst and used it on those around me. Not only was I suffering from this, but I had felt so damn important to let those around me know of my suffering firsthand. It wasn't apparent to me. I only did what I felt.  It had gotten to the point where I just completely ignored myself. I focused, instead, on things I felt gave me gratitude. I focused on things I thought I had a love for. Things like videogames, to help shield me from reality. Eating bad food to give me

The Moral Argument for Veganism

This will be about veganism. Some will be convinced with different methods of explainations, however the method that convinced me was the one of philosophy. To start off, it is not necessary to be a part of or exclusive to any religion, in order to consider turning vegan. I myself am actually an atheist. In addition, it is absolutely not effeminate to turn vegan. In actuality, vegans have quite a bit higher testosterone levels found in several scientific studies. This was the thing I criticized the most before I changed, but it turns out not to be the case. On top of this, as long as your diet is well thought out, there will be no nutrient deficiencies if you were to turn vegan. The biggest thing would most likely be B12 , but there are plenty of vegan made foods which have B12, as well as seaweed. "Okay, that's fine and dandy, but what's the point of turning vegan in the first place? Why should I care?" Glad you asked future comment!  So why aren't yo