It's been a month since I've had liquor. My sweet one, why do you leave me? I don't want this pain anymore, Please let me escape it. I don't think I'll survive long My aid has now been ruptured and torn. I'm not free of you, I want your sweet return, Another lullaby to pass the time as if I'm young Please come back I can't do this anymore I miss you so much, please one more time for me Don't let me forget you My memories so entangled without you Where do you go now? One more sip please I beg of you Cheers for my success, aid for my pain Pretense when I smile, an end when it rains I want to die without you my love I will be no more
I act so selfishly I hold onto things that need to roam I hold onto my emotions too closely I break my back trying to hold I lie in bed Your movements across my mind That sweet smile in my head Those luscious eyes so daring And your joy is glowing And my feelings so divine I hold onto those I love I hold too tightly Promises of a dove You're so amazing in every way I lie in bed Quiet afternoons And wish you'd be here soon I notice a missing piece I noticed a few I cant understand rejection I cant understand space Sometimes its just a projection In the mirror i see its face And in the silo Filled with lovely roses A rose dies with each day Each moment I dont see you Sighing as I wait for you Sighing as I find things to do Sighing as I think of things i dont want to Sighing as I listen to your voice in my head Sighing as the day goes by Sighing as I make people cry Sighing as it turns over Sighing without my four leaf clover Watching you walk away I cant feel the sam