I act so selfishly
I hold onto things that need to roam
I hold onto my emotions too closely
I break my back trying to hold
I lie in bed
Your movements across my mind
That sweet smile in my head
Those luscious eyes so daring
And your joy is glowing
And my feelings so divine
I hold onto those I love
I hold too tightly
Promises of a dove
You're so amazing in every way
I lie in bed
Quiet afternoons
And wish you'd be here soon
I notice a missing piece
I noticed a few
I cant understand rejection
I cant understand space
Sometimes its just a projection
In the mirror i see its face
And in the silo
Filled with lovely roses
A rose dies with each day
Each moment I dont see you
Sighing as I wait for you
Sighing as I find things to do
Sighing as I think of things i dont want to
Sighing as I listen to your voice in my head
Sighing as the day goes by
Sighing as I make people cry
Sighing as it turns over
Sighing without my four leaf clover
Watching you walk away
I cant feel the same
Every moment with you so precious
I close my eyes and slip away
Sometimes we have to let it go
I don't care how long it takes
I want to be with you for life
I want to feel your embrace
Your validation so firey and graceful
I wonder about the days
About the times I had fun
And those are my light
In a deep world of darkness
Sometimes we need small pieces
To feel in line again
And to forgive ourselves
For we have all sinned
Oh how I feel so strongly
And how I miss you
That every moment you're here
I want to kiss you
That every moment you create
Sometimes I wish I knew more
I feel it so deeply
I act so selfish
Im waiting for this
Im waiting for you
For any moment spent
Any moment at all
Whether thats today
Or tomorrow
Or 2 years from now
Or the last day I live
Is the best time I'll ever know
For I have seen you grow
And you bring me joy
I trust you deeply
I cant figure it out
My love for you is wild
And my selfishness in doubt
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