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  Man I loved being abused And I think you did too Kinda wish it wasn't over Please come back my four leaf clover Maybe it's no self respect My problem is that I easily forget You and I are the same in that And I think you also want to come back I think the abuse was love A traumatized version from above Neither of us could admit it So we kinda had to split it As Kanye says run away There's nothing left for us to say Except that u can always come back But remember we'll both be under attack

Mindful Deterioration

Let alive what won't
Miss the inner character
Without music, it left

Wearing the burden of life within the silk
Destruct the fortitude inside;
It had complete control
What was the truth?

Hints of agony buried in a rubbled chapel
With clarity, none of it could be restored
The ignorant truth lie ahead

Searching emptiness for matter
"Life without it is still worth living," they told
Harping the soul without worth
It left those to find it

Before, the sheets had masked it behind
Now, it's masked in front
Most lived without knowing
It had left a hole

The cause unbeknownst
Past times turbulent
Waves of guilt, beaches of distance
The tsunami of inhibition overtook

Frozen in a boiling ocean
Where was the lamb?
The question, unsound

A sudden flash of light down below
"The awakening of evil?" 
The force of a thousand demons rescued

It was evil, it was calm
Fighting the thought of turmoil
The demons spoke
"We are you."

This poem is about the guilt of losing faith against the reasoning inside an atheist mind. Your thoughts never leave.